Tuesday, March 8, 2011


Thage. I'll try and come back soon if everything permits. I didn't want to leave, but too many people staying at your house causes you to have to perform deals which no one wants. I'm sorry. I

I'm trying really hard not to cry right now because then Tony would know and it would just be awkward and then he'd try to comfort me, but we both know he's not good at that.

I love you, Thage.

Even if we haven't known each other for very long, when you asked me to stay one more day I almost caved in. I would stay with you forever if I could. You're such a wonderful woman and I don't think I deserved to have you fall for me and commit to a relationship.

But...despite everything, Anthony and I have to keep moving forward. We have to find Cynthia. Something could happen to her any day- I wish I didn't have to chose between anyone, I wish this was easy, I wish that these things didn't have to happen! Why?! Dammit it all, I just want to wake up and realize it's all a bad dream and that we're all together and happy, and a family.

Then again, wishful thinking doesn't get anyone anywhere.

We're going to find her. Or she's going to find us. Either way I'm getting my daughter back. And then I'm coming home to you. I promise.

Take care of yourselves.



Hey kids, it's Uncle Tony reminding you not to be dumbasses while effectively ruining Cathy's post. Hehe, I guess I'm gonna go ahead and apologize too, Ava and Reach. I know we left without telling you two anything, but you're both stubborn and would have probably thought of some good reasons as to why we shouldn't pack everything and drive.

Ava, don't be stupid for a while, Reach make sure she's safe but don't do something retarded either. The last thing I need is to come swooping in to save your asses again.

Thage, thank you for taking care of Cathy and I. I don't think we talked all that much but I can tell you're a fighter deep down. Maybe you should think about trying to punch some minions in the face sometime when they come around asking you for addresses to other runners. Dunno, I mean, I know you got the contract or whatever, but when all of this clears up maybe you could join the ranks. Hehe, just food for thought.

Alright, we just stopped for dinner but we're getting ready to move again. Keep your asses outta trouble.


  1. I'm disappointed to see you guys go (or not see you guys go, as the case may be), but you know what's best for your family. I'm not going to judge. Much.

    Take care of each other. Remember, we're always watching.

  2. Please stay safe, both of you.

  3. looks like the break's over.

    good luck, guys.

  4. You've probably never heard of me. You have my condolences. No family deserves what you're all going through right now. Take the Things to task. Good luck.

  5. I didn't even get to say goodbye.

    Tony, I know it's a long shot, but you're going to be in the area where Mother is...could you check in on her? Please? I haven't been able to speak to her thanks to...well.

    I miss you both. I know I do. Whether SHE let's me feel it or not.

  6. To Reach- I'm sorry that we had to. I would have loved to get to know you better, Reach. You seem like a good man, and a good friend. I would like to keep up with you still, despite our different circumstances because to me, you're family now.

    To Kay- We'll try. You keep yourself safe too, Kay.

    To Ryuu- I suppose so. Hopefully this doesn't mean something horrible will happen.

    To Sage- I have not, but it's nice to meet you, despite the circumstances. Thank you, we will try our best to bring our family back together.

    To Ava- I'm so sorry, Ava. I really am.
    Tony wants me to tell you that we should be able to, and we will. And...that he misses you too, "you crazy bitch".
    Haha, that man- I miss you too, Ava. You're like a little sister to me at this point and I wish I could help you with what you're going through.

  7. New post from Cynthia. Cathy, I really think Tony's in danger. I think she wants to kill him.

  8. Remember what we've talked about Cathy. It's not going to be easy, I'm not going to pretend it's going to be anything close to easy. It's going to be hard, and difficult, but you're strong enough to get through this, I know you are.
    I love you, and after this is all over, I expect to see you when I open the door one sunny morning.

  9. To Ryuu- I told him and he started laughing. That man...he doesn't take anything seriously. Thank you for the warning. I, at least, will be on the lookout.

    To My Love- I know. I know it's going to be very difficult, and I'm afraid that I won't be strong enough to keep going. I know Tony is- he just radiates strength and I wish I could be like him. I want to be strong, and I want to be able to take on everything that's thrown at me, but I'm afraid I won't be able to and I won't be able to stand up for myself.
    God Thage, I wish I was with you right now. As soon as all of this is over, I'm going to come and find you and we're just going to spend the entire week relaxing and being with each other.

  10. There've been news reports about mothers lifting four-door sedans to save their children, I'm sure you can produce something more impressive than that, Cathy.

  11. Haha, lifting sedans, huh? I wonder if I'd ever be able to do that. I guess if you can believe in me that much...I won't let you or anyone else down, Thage. I'll try and show these people and that thing how strong I am.