Thage. I'll try and come back soon if everything permits. I didn't want to leave, but too many people staying at your house causes you to have to perform deals which no one wants. I'm sorry. I
I'm trying really hard not to cry right now because then Tony would know and it would just be awkward and then he'd try to comfort me, but we both know he's not good at that.
I love you, Thage.
Even if we haven't known each other for very long, when you asked me to stay one more day I almost caved in. I would stay with you forever if I could. You're such a wonderful woman and I don't think I deserved to have you fall for me and commit to a relationship.
But...despite everything, Anthony and I have to keep moving forward. We have to find Cynthia. Something could happen to her any day- I wish I didn't have to chose between anyone, I wish this was easy, I wish that these things didn't have to happen! Why?! Dammit it all, I just want to wake up and realize it's all a bad dream and that we're all together and happy, and a family.
Then again, wishful thinking doesn't get anyone anywhere.
We're going to find her. Or she's going to find us. Either way I'm getting my daughter back. And then I'm coming home to you. I promise.
Take care of yourselves.
Hey kids, it's Uncle Tony reminding you not to be dumbasses while effectively ruining Cathy's post. Hehe, I guess I'm gonna go ahead and apologize too, Ava and Reach. I know we left without telling you two anything, but you're both stubborn and would have probably thought of some good reasons as to why we shouldn't pack everything and drive.
Ava, don't be stupid for a while, Reach make sure she's safe but don't do something retarded either. The last thing I need is to come swooping in to save your asses again.
Thage, thank you for taking care of Cathy and I. I don't think we talked all that much but I can tell you're a fighter deep down. Maybe you should think about trying to punch some minions in the face sometime when they come around asking you for addresses to other runners. Dunno, I mean, I know you got the contract or whatever, but when all of this clears up maybe you could join the ranks. Hehe, just food for thought.
Alright, we just stopped for dinner but we're getting ready to move again. Keep your asses outta trouble.