Tuesday, February 8, 2011


Went to the restaurant have to type slow breathing too fast right now.

Bribed workers to let me look in back Elijah was waiting said I had to kill him if I wanted to the next clue. He sewed the thing into his stomach. Stupid nurse under control can't think for himself. Had put a brick in purse and knocked him out with it instead. Had to cut


had to cut open his stitches and reach in and pull the piece out without harming his organs. Dragged him outside and left him with pressure on wound. Ran back to car covered in blood now I look like a murderer hands won't stop shaking might be going into shock

the final clue is the number to the old man's house that friends and I snuck into in high school. It's his plate from the mailbox and the house is in the middle of the woods where he lurks shit.

Okay, I'm calming down now. Breath in, breath out. I have to go to this house, you guys. It's so obviously a trap but this is probably the chance I've been trying to get. I'm going now- the drive isn't far.

I know it's risky, and I know it feels like everything has been happening so fast. I feel like they have too. In fact, I think the events were purposely quickened to happen to me sooner so that Cynthia and I could find each other faster. That's not a good sign, but it's a sign nonetheless. The house is in the middle of the woods. I know something will probably happen while I'm there and it's a stupid idea, but I'm going. I'm telling you all in case something happens and I don't come back. If I die, or get taken or turned into a proxy, promise me you all will find Cynthia. She matters more.

Haha, this kinda feels like I'm walking to the gallows or something. I shouldn't be smiling but I am. If I go down I'll do it fighting. So much really has changed in only a couple weeks, hasn't it?

Take care of yourselves.



  1. Cathy. It is not easy. But I don't think he died. I'm sorry that you had to go through such a grisly trial to get information.

    Stay strong.

    And we will. I swear we will. Cyndia's already broken his control once,I'm sure she can do it again. And we WILL be ready. We have to be.

  2. Don't you dare die on us.

    Good luck.

  3. I wish you the best of luck, Cathy. And as Ava said, we will do what we can to find and save Cynthia.


  4. Good luck, Cathy. Be careful...


  5. If your going make sure to bring a taser with you.

  6. Cynthia is fighting just as much as you are, Cathy. She's getting out of his influence.

    I swear, we'll get her back.

    Stay safe.


  7. She'll be waiting for you there. And slendy has managed to get her under his thumb again. You should have Jeff send you some of the cure, and bring chloroform with you so you don't have to fight her.

  8. Cathy please say something,just let us know you're ok.