Tuesday, February 1, 2011


Nothing happened today. It was a wonderful and terrifying feeling- I'm sure many of you can relate to this. When he's not here it's a relief but it makes you anxious, wondering what's going to happen in the next week, month, year.

I realize that a lot is happening to me right now, but I wanted to ask about everyone who is following, helping, or even just peeking in: how are you? I'm not the only one in a situation that's bad, and I want to help as best as I can, not just sit around like some damsel in distress.

I think that's it for today. Hopefully tomorrow will be him-free as well. I've been looking into more of the blogs and facts about him, collecting data, and trying to figure out what those diary pages mean. Also I'm trying to convince the parents that I'm alright. God they're nice people. I wish their son had turned out the same. Alright, I want to hear from you all! Don't avoid this question because you're dealing with a worried mother!


P.S.- the dreams have come back. Dammit.


  1. I am fine Cathy. I have not yet fallen prey to my circumstances, and it is good to see you have done the same.

    I swore on your lost post that i would rend Slenderman. That is an oath i seek to uphold. No mother should ever have to endure the agony that has besieged you.

    Please, stay positive in the approaching darkness. It is the only way to live through it.

    Stay Sane, Stay Alive

  2. I'm doing sort of okay. My school isn't, though, with the cult of proxies infecting everything.

    I'll be okay, though.

    Stay Safe


  3. I'm perfectly fine for the moment, cleaning a few shotguns I've procured through not-so-legal means, thinking about Reach and my plans....


  4. Unfortunately, this past weekend was a bit of a hellish nightmare for me. I had a direct encounter which I was lucky to survive.


  5. On her blog your daughter said she'd be leaving you clues for you to remember something. I think it has something to do with that dream you talked about in an earlier blog post. It definitely has something to do with SM. Be careful keep an eye out for any suspicious activity, and be prepared to run if you need. I think she hinted that the people your staying with wont be safe for much longer with you there so you need to start looking for away to get out on your own before something regrettable happens. Bianca and I have room at Safe haven for more people and it's well defended if your any where near Kentucky your more than welcome stay with if you want to.

  6. To NOOC- It's good to hear that you're well. I think everyone at this point wants to end this "Slenderman"...I'm not sure who will succeed. I'm trying to stay as positive as I can, but there's only so much you can do.

    To Kaiju- I need to read more on this. Are there that many kids who are being turned? If I can do anything, don't be afraid to ask. Take care of yourself.

    To Ava- I won't ask about the shotguns and I also will try not to be a mother right now. I know you have reason to obtain those. What exactly are you planning? Though if you don't want to tell, I understand. Everyone needs their secrets.
    I'm...okay. I haven't slept much over the last day or so. Just two hours. But during that time...I keep dreaming of being little and with my parents again- the same dream over and over. It's normal though, I think, for the victims to dream things, right?
    And I know I should be moving, but it just feels so nice to be at this home with the parents being so kind to me...it's not something I experience that often.

    To Lucien- What happened? Glad you're okay.

    To Will- I'm supposed to remember something? (I'm surprised I can see this...) And that's not good. Dammit, it's like she's trying to make me run. God, I'm so tired...thank you for the offer, I don't know if I'll take you up on that, let me think on it.

  7. Maybe you can see it because I didn't directly copy it from her, and wrote it in my own words?

  8. I don't know...I guess that could be the case...

  9. willy is getting smarter!

    calm before the storm


  10. END him? No no no, my dear lady, you seem to misunderstand. I don't wish to end him.

    I wish to take the very fiber of his being and obliterate it. I want to place his head under a steamroller and watch as whatever he considers to be his own blood oozes out from the machine.

    Love, I want to annihilate his entire being to the point of him no longer existing.

    and i will rend him with my bare hands if that is what it will take.

    on a less gruesome note, how have you been faring lately?

  11. Lovely, OC. Just as I'm eating a grapefruit too.....

    Oh just...a potential suicide mission alongside a friend who sometimes I can barely stand but it now seems I may end up dying with to get at a super-top-secret possible weapon/lord knows what against Slendy.

    I can't tell you the plan, but all of you know that much. Read Reach's blog if you want to know more....

    I'm glad to hear that you're not....how to put this delicately.....insane? Too many have gone wholly off the rails after an experience like yours.

  12. Cathy, stay on your guard. Cynthia's planning something, so keep on the lookout for the clues she said she was sending you.

  13. I am not too good. Our favorite Firestarter is trying to get in my head. You be safe, ok?