Nothing happened today. It was a wonderful and terrifying feeling- I'm sure many of you can relate to this. When he's not here it's a relief but it makes you anxious, wondering what's going to happen in the next week, month, year.
I realize that a lot is happening to me right now, but I wanted to ask about everyone who is following, helping, or even just peeking in: how are you? I'm not the only one in a situation that's bad, and I want to help as best as I can, not just sit around like some damsel in distress.
I think that's it for today. Hopefully tomorrow will be him-free as well. I've been looking into more of the blogs and facts about him, collecting data, and trying to figure out what those diary pages mean. Also I'm trying to convince the parents that I'm alright. God they're nice people. I wish their son had turned out the same. Alright, I want to hear from you all! Don't avoid this question because you're dealing with a worried mother!
P.S.- the dreams have come back. Dammit.