Sunday, January 23, 2011

What I Saw

hi, it's cynthia again.

i...my mom thinks that i had a nightmare last night. i wish it was one. it would totally make life easier, and i'd probably be okay right now. i don't wanna go to school. i don't wanna see rachel. she's the one who ruined everything. i hate her.

i wish she would get snatched.

He was in my room. watching me sleep. in the corner right next to the door just watching. i'm so scared. god now i'm crying. mom is in bed. i told her i would be fine, and if anything happened i would come and get her. i know i can't tell her anything. she wouldn't understand and i don't want her to.

He's standing outside the window right now, watching me type this. oh god my hands are shaking so bad i cna barely type.

im not a bad girl i promise im a good girl why wont you leave me alone please just leave me alone i cant do this anymore please go away

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mommy i'm scared

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